Glance 回眸

忏悔~~

2010-12-15T01:04:00.000-08:00

觉得对不起鱼姐姐

真的很对不起

我不是故意要强的

真的觉得很对不起

看到小敏姐姐的post

不停来来回回看了

好多好多遍

觉得很对不起

心里很愧疚

鱼姐姐。。

对不起。。

很想跟你讲

但又不知到怎么开口

真的不想伤害你

我宁愿那个悲伤的是我

对不起

鱼

我真的把你当姐姐

当朋友

.T.T

2010-12-14T11:37:00.000-08:00

对不起

可不可以不勇敢

2010-12-13T04:29:00.000-08:00

丁噹 - 我爱上的 MV (完整版)

2010-12-13T01:12:00.000-08:00

眼泪只准在眼眶打转
就像海浪抱著海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂
最后在爱我一个晚上
地久天长天大的谎
爱到了最后碎成碎钻碎成了星光

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

最后我只剩下了一半
身体一半灵魂一半

永远找不到另外一半
以后难免会想起他吧
如果偶然只是偶然
为什么遗忘那么难忘那么那么难

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的是他戒不掉的流浪
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

眼泪只准在眼眶打转
就像海浪抱著海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂

@一切明明中早已注定

不管是天意弄人

或是造化

我都不想排名第三@

差一点 - 阿杜 (MV)

2010-12-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

612星球 MV S.H.E

2010-12-12T23:54:00.000-08:00

滿園玫瑰　我以爲　找到我那一朵
認真愛了　卻狠狠　刺傷我的雙手
責備甚麼人也沒有用
玫瑰都紅　難免看錯

The Rose

2010-12-12T23:40:00.000-08:00

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you its only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
it's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken
who can not seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snow
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose

到站~~

2010-12-09T18:25:00.000-08:00

结束了SEM1

结束了过山车的心情

终于拿到成绩了

有松了一口气的感觉

这次的目标

在考完全部paper后

只能不断的祈祷

我要的不多只要PASS就好了

好紧张好紧张

根本不能享受假期

一有空闲的时候就会想到自己的Human Biology

会不会不过

感谢老天给了我一个PASS

SEM2 会aim高高的

因为现在起要寻找方法

改变了

不管是在IQ or EQ

现在我真的很希望

自己是大家的一份子

我真的很想成为药剂师

每一天过得就像过山车一样

因为一点小事

而开心伤心

现在终于也是过山车到站的时候了

是时候下车了

终于可以下车了

我讨厌等待

连我弟弟都知道这道理:p

所以不管什么结果

我都会心然接受

但我也不是神

所以在消化一些事情上

需要点时间

SEM1的磨练

真的太好太好了

了解我的你

想不到我可以几乎好几个月没有哭了

哭点提高了

还是眼泪都流干了

真正再让我哭的话

那一定是心真的太痛了

压得快喘不过气了

Looking forward to a new Khailing

Looking forward to SEM2.....

The end of Semester 1

2010-10-29T19:02:00.000-07:00

The end for semester 1

As study break started

EOS coming soon...

I am great that throughout the SEM 1

I have a Gang of friend

who is extremely friend with me

We go Movie every weekend

Go supper every night after stay back in library

Especially I am glad to have

My bff Carmen Tan

And DM Kho Mee Teck

who always by my side when I am indeed

I scare the feeling of lonely

I want people to accompany

And there they will be

Thanks to everything my friends

Here we go

Working hard

Study hard for future

I miss My family

Miss taiwan D,mummy n sisters

Miss all 38clubs

Miss all sotongs

And Grandma I miss you (extremely)

压力

2010-10-23T03:17:00.000-07:00

妈妈打来

我好想回家哦

做Intro to Pharmaceutical Practice

做到好压力哦

好想哭

但是又欲哭无泪了

我太执著了

执著的想做最好的

执著的想得到不属于我的

还有其他两份报告

还有10课的数学

还有6科的考试

这些还有的还有

时时跟随着我

今晚会和朋友去看电影

但是心却没办法好好地看吧

今晚又要喝咖啡

相伴了

夜未眠~~

20-10-2010

2010-10-19T16:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday My Good Aunty Hong

Finally come to find me :p

After three months long long days

However, she also bring me quite a lots of troubles

Tiring

Shivering with cold

Emotion

Stomach ache

So end up yesterday with a good sleep and rest

I sleep at about 10.30

Then, call my bff to wake me up at 11.30

But then I choose to continue sleeping :p

Try to wake myself up at 4.30am

Yes, I am awake but not completely

So again I am fail and choose to sleep back

Finally wake up at 6.30am

And I am here

occupying a cube in the library

Today stand outside the library and

Everybody fighting for a cube

(Including me) ~.~

And Hooray I get one or else my mood will be suck

Today 20-10-2010

Something need to be change

Something need to be put aside

Some relationship need to draw a clear line

Someone need to be out of my life totally

Khai ling decide to study ~.~

20102010

Ps: As usual I will forget to bring my thing

Today I forget my beloved hand phone in my room

So gonna have a day without it :p

Stomachache

2010-10-12T12:20:00.000-07:00

I guess due to the late chicken curry

both me n my housemate suffering stomachache la

is painful and suffering

especially this morning

Thanks ros getting me 'Feng sha Wan'

Is still uncomfortable for me know

especially before and after having meals

Hope Ros can get well soon

担心

2010-10-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

我真得很担心

星期二的Genetic Tutorial Quiz

星期二的bioscience report

还有下个月的考试

我的心已经容不下

学业以外的

To:ZX

2010-10-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

当我发出那封简讯时

我们就应该分道扬镳了

我真的要好好读书了

我们真的不适合

你不是我要的那个人

以前我以为是因为

家里人的眼光

后来才发现

是我真地对你没感觉

不要再为我付出更多了

好好去看看你身边的人吧！

读gENETIC 到一半看到FACEBOOK

忍不住要跟你说

some hint for myself

2010-10-09T18:54:00.000-07:00

IasbwImfuineam

Ddurcam

ItIktatudlm

ittc

101010

A new start over....

我难过

2010-10-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

我累到哭了

没有原因的累

没有原因的泪

今天真的累了

为什么在这时候你还要打来？

简讯来？

msn来？

整理房间中。。。

IMU's Kiasu精神

2010-10-07T16:55:00.000-07:00

今天7。30am特地爬起来

换了个formal短裙

拿起电脑

就往学校走去

为什么呢？

因为要订个房间

在图书馆里

结果

全都满了

有没有搞错啊

图书馆7。30am才开也

你们这些人、这么早爬起来读书干嘛啦！

结果就算了

经天明明9。15的课

去到又看到同学来学校读书了

walao

压力阿

撞墙撞墙

看自己就好

不要看别人

不要和别人比较

跟你讲过几次

你就是不懂哦

真是的！！

@跌倒@

2010-10-06T11:15:00.000-07:00

才说要把心找回来

回家的路上就跌倒了

手和教小小擦伤:p

刚和朋友去看

SAMMY'S ADVENTURE

还不错可爱的

喜欢他们抱抱的那一幕

也绝对不会乱丢垃圾的

要爱护地球

专心

2010-10-06T03:49:00.001-07:00

总是要你把心找回来

其实

我自己也要把心找回来

只有专心

才会有好的成绩

今天虽然

DR. LSY的课

她很confuse

但是，放心下去

好好地听

我真得很专心的听

有比较明白啦

~ 。~

但是结束后很累==

现在又累又笑

Library 的印度aunty

真得很好笑

‘因为一对couple

要拿免费的纸

惹火她

不停的念

害借书的我

很不好意思

因为她的声音真的很大’

大家都看过来:p

等等要和housemate,coursemate

去Midvalley

Tomorrow no class
but will need to come back library study

Ps:今天是38表哥

亲爱的表哥

李威胜先生

（你看对你多好，还在部落格提你）

生日快乐

要建健康康的

快快找女朋友哦~

Thanks

2010-10-04T10:54:00.000-07:00

Thank DM and Yy get me Starbuck Dark Mocha

This make me feel so happiness ~>~

Cos Chocolate in the Mocha is sweet

Thanks Zhi Hau for the note

Again thanks DM for teaching me the Pharmaceutical Organic

And sorry I dun hv god imagination

N I am kind of problem maker :P

Besides that,

Dm must cheer oh~~

I know you disappointed for not be able to get gold

But for xm

You are the best pool player that I ever meet

Cheer ~>~

吃了@@

2010-10-01T20:16:00.001-07:00

吃了第一颗让你回来的药

我想是心理作用吧!

感觉上

不舒服

有点想呕的感觉

但没办法

已经三个月了

你都不来

希望一个星期后

你会回来

但是

希望下一次

我不要在用药把你呼唤回来

Ps:希望今天就能解决statistic project ~>~

忘了哭

2010-09-28T01:30:00.000-07:00

谢谢家里还有IMU的良好教育

我已经忘了怎么哭

多么的难过

我也能冷冷的

做着我的GENETIC REPORT

从小到大

不管发生什么事

只要大哭一场

就什么都没有了

但是

现在的我忘了怎么哭

太忙了

太累了

张惠妹 - 我无所谓MV

2010-09-26T13:24:00.000-07:00

我有所谓，但那改变不了任何事

剪爱张惠妹

2010-09-26T13:15:00.000-07:00

对不起，我知道说什么也没用

但是请你请你把我忘了

我不想让你痛苦

我知道这对你很残忍

但是不这样我们到最后还是不会走在一起

这当中有太多太多

你我都改变不了的原因

不是你爱我，我爱你

事情就能解决的

中秋节过了~过了~

2010-09-25T18:42:00.000-07:00

中秋节就这样过了

一时的

不是永恒

不属于自己

也留不住

没勇气抓着

活着本身就已经够累的

没必要给自己找累

还有很多REPORT等着我

感情的事

不爱也是一种爱

那就放弃吧

我真是个不定性的女生

下星期就要表演咯

但是我还是很cacat也

希望能有个好的表演

真是台上一分钟

台下十年公

昨天用了一整天在买服装

总花费RM180 ==

钱包破了个大洞~~

等等要去见BUDDY

当然也会带着我的电脑咯

没办法

本小姐GENETIC REPORT

几乎是零

今天一定要写完

没写完不能睡哦！（写给自己看的）:p

Pharmaceutical Organic CAL Quiz

2010-09-23T19:53:00.000-07:00

终于考完了

Pharmaceutical Organic CAL Quiz

终于可以小休一下

在反胃着

腰很痛

腰真的是很痛

很痛很痛

痛到受不了

丁噹猜不透 MV (五月天瑪莎跨刀演出)

2010-09-20T14:00:00.000-07:00

虽然没有太久的时间

但有些事就是改变不了

一心不能二用

是时候自转了

凯龄，加油

为了3。9

２０。１０。１０

2010-09-19T12:18:00.000-07:00

今天开学了

又要开始压力了

昨天从14楼的高空望下

看到你

莫名的兴奋

把闷闷的心情

都赶走了

想你了

但是我们是朋友吗？

Ps: Pharmaceutical Organic Chemistry

读了好像没有读

真是的=(

天啊

2010-09-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

天啊，被你搞到好压力

好想哭哦

我还没做report

你们已经开始statistic,logbook了

天啊

我是不是太堕落了

陈凯龄

你太堕落了

你太失败了

要回去了

2010-09-08T18:41:00.000-07:00

终于要回hometown了

回家

也回家（学记周年庆）

参加表哥的婚礼

和思敏还有ivy,凯威出来喝茶

还有和sotong姐妹一起去新加坡

昨晚和朋友出去到很晚

但都没有和他们一起行动

人多就是有做决定的麻烦

所以我和大猫还有honey

去看了老牛吃嫩草

不能说特好看

但还不错

比
phua chu kang 好看

整理着行李

衣服带得不多

但是书却带了满满的一箱

回来后的第一天就要交两份report

还有statistic的project也还没正式地做到

General chemistry的poster

也还要在审核多一次

最重要的是

回来还有Pharmaceutical Organic Chemistry的Quiz

“IMU你真是对我们太好了”

希望我回到家能乖乖读书

Ps:我昨天生平第一次捐血哦，很兴奋，照服人群

三个月后，还要再捐

05/09/10 Song of today-周杰倫 Jay Chou - 擱淺 Ge Qian

2010-09-05T00:39:00.000-07:00

@好累哦@

2010-09-04T18:51:00.000-07:00

在一星期的狂欢过后

换来了

疯狂

开心

累累

无声

寂寞

空虚

但真得很开心

结交了很多朋友

在不同的地方

用我不常用的方式

姐姐老给做媒==

如果没有下星期三的煎熬

“GENETIC TUTORIAL TEST”

我想我会过得更好

最近回家都不太爱讲话

姐妹们：

是我真的累了

不好意思

快放假了

希望去新加坡的行程会成真

最近不知不觉中和大猫走得很近

但他昨天冷我:(*

因为他为了鱼累了

好啦原谅你

大家不要误会

大猫是我的好学长

我们没有情人的关系

哈哈

快放假了应该很开心的

但我一点都不

好多好多功课

对了，前几天伤害了

一个朋友，对不起

是时候收心了

鱼与熊掌不能兼得

想要一等文凭毕业

接下来就要不停的念书

不停的念书

9月5号下雨的早晨

凯龄决定

好好念书

不再疯狂

2010-08-23T17:58:00.000-07:00

请上天赐给我一颗平静的心

让我可以接受那些无法改变的事情

请上天赐给我勇气

让我可以改变那些可以改变的事情

请上天赐给我智慧

让我可以分清楚两者

早起读书，凯龄加油！！

小猫喜欢上了月饼

2010-08-23T09:33:00.000-07:00

《泡沫之夏》有-黑貓與牛奶

我有

小猫与月饼

小猫喜欢上了月饼

但月饼都不知道

就算没吃到

看看小猫猫也会兴奋很久

小猫还好想好想和月饼作朋友哦

小猫喜欢月饼

月饼呢？

喜欢上了嫦娥吗？

在一个樱花盛开

晚风徐徐的夜晚

小黑猫遇上了小男孩

小男孩给了一块好吃的月饼

在一个樱花盛开

晚风徐徐的夜晚

小黑猫遇上了小男孩

小男孩给了小黑猫完整的月饼

从此他们懂了爱

12-08-10

2010-08-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

Everyday will just happen in a particular day

I will never have second 12-08-10

My 12-08-10

fill with activity ~.~

It is tiring and terrible but this is what I am

You all who not from IMU should know

I am not that kind of girl

that keep on study

I need to have University life

Hence, today after 8am Genetic class from the boring lecturer

Me and my friend go Vista C

to play badminton fronm 10am-12

Then, continue have class from 1.30 to 6.15pm

The last two classes

Human Biology and Pharmaceutical Organic Chemistry

really make me crazy

First, I never learn Muscle and Benzene

So I need to learn from the lecture

But yet the lecturer's India slang

Make me crazy and I can't accept the knowledge ==

Then, after this

I decided to go to join Korea Pop Dance Club

I love dancing

not learning it previously because my parents not allow

We learn Girl generation's 'Genie'

They all so advance in dancing

but I am just a beginner

But I still very happy to dance

~.~

Ps; maybe too tired my ass can't perform well :P ass gambatte nei ~.~

This is my 12-08-10

Although I not study so much

Although I didn't come back at lunch time to clean my room

But yet I feel myself full

Full with life and joy

This is what Khai Ling should be

My house mate think i am finding excuses

Maybe I am but yet I enjoy

I DON'T WANT MYSELF THINKING SO MUCH

I DON'T WANT MYSELF BECOME BOOKWORM

BUT I STILL WILL STUDY

JUST IN ANOTHER WAY

THAT PLAY HARD AND LEARN HARD

~My Day-120810~

My Uni Home~

2010-07-30T18:36:00.000-07:00

Sister,show you all my room in IMU

This is my room at Vista B Komenwell

A Twin size bed with side table

My bathroom ~ 。~

View from my house will be My Univesity

All the above will be day view haha~.~

Below will be night view of my room ==

Emo~~

2010-07-29T09:50:00.000-07:00

Why so Emo khai ling?

Burn midnight oil

End with doing nothing on report

Don't think so much

End with thinking non-stop

I shoud believe you

I should have confident on myself

Difference starting point not mean that I will lose

Just need to do more effort

Think positively

Don't think nonsense

Khai Ling, don't cry pls....

I am stress

2010-07-21T07:49:00.000-07:00

The week one of semester one is just half way through

I am stress

I really stress

I can't really sleep well

I have a lots of thing to study

I am far more less knowledge than STPM and A Level

I am stress

stress

I don't want to be like a machine

and study study

non-stop study

I need to breath

I need freedom

I want to go outing

without thinking the pressure

I want myself

but....

ye t

I am stress

Internation Medical University Orientation

2010-07-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

A one week orientation come to an end

reminded me the time in Xue Ji

Burn meet night oil

Get to know a lots of friends and seniors

playing games

and the most importance

shout until no voice

Our team 'Kia su'

Thanks to all group members co-operation

and specially thanks to all OO:

Mee teck, shirlene,Ying ying,Ing Ming, Elaine, Timothy,Doreen, Jae ren,and Amelia

OO are so caring and also help us support us and accompany us

Besides that,

specially thanks to my house mate: Ai Ling

and sorry to disturb your study

also thanks to Jones Lam

because the following day we use your house to do the preparation ~.~

Thanks to all senior giving us your signatures

Thanks to all oc do so much to let our orientation funs ~.~

I enjoy the time together with 'kiasu' team in IMU

Enjoy the orientation and sweet memory that brought to me by everyone

n0ow tidy up my heart towards tomorrow 1st

university day ~.~

Feeling

2010-04-09T10:49:00.000-07:00

There is a feeling of empty

I miss school

Not only Taylor's college

But also SDBL

I feel empty for doing nothing in home

I miss him

But we not even friend

He belong to her

Just because I am not brave enough

I don't know why just miss him

Hence, I feel empty

'H' I miss you

(Friend don't Ask me who is him la)

HE is not belongs to me ==

就想赖着你

2010-03-10T05:29:00.000-08:00

最近在看《就想赖着你》

其实还蛮好看的

被一句ELLA说的话

有所共鸣在这和大家分享

在当初交往时没有想清楚自己是不是真的喜欢

就因为对方的话

对方为自己做的事

让自己觉得感动

所以就一头热的栽进去

很用力很用心的经营感情

凯龄言：

原来爱情不是被感动的，而是凭感觉的

爱情是不能被努力的，而是讲心的

感动不足以维持爱情

那将让互相痛苦，因为感动是会被现实取代的

Jack Neo Admits To Affair With Zhong Jia Yan

2010-03-07T00:05:00.000-08:00

Jack Neo has admitted to a 2 year extramarital affair with a 22 year old model, Ms Wendy Chong, Zhong Jia Yan .

钟佳燕 turned up at his place at Pasir Ris yesterday to expose their affair to his wife, Mdm Kang Meifeng. To her surprise, Jack invited her into his house and asked his wife to meet her. Mdm Kang asked her what she wants and told her calmly that she already knew about their affair a year ago. She suggested they have a talk outside so as not to disturb her children. The three proceeded to talk at a Crowne Plaza restaurant together with Wendy Chong's father and sister as well as Jack’s pastor and family friend who joined them later.

According to Zhong Jia Yan, she first knew Jack Neo while filming “Money Not Enough 2″ two years ago. They started dating a week later. She also revealed that she had gone overseas with Jack on four occasions during their relationship.

Jack Neo said he thought of ending the relationship, but 钟佳燕 always threatened suicide to keep him by her side.

Though Jack has since apologized to his wife who had forgiven him and wants to salvage the marriage, this entire episode is still very disappointing. Jack Neo and Kang Meifeng have always been seen as a loving couple. But the trust is broken now...

And what does his children and fans think about him? Having a mistress means Jack Neo is no longer fit to be a role model. His reputation as Singapore's most famous comedian and movie director is affected too. I don't want to support an irresponsible and ungrateful man, no matter how talented he is. Last year, Marcus Chin married a young girl and Jack Neo commented that this is an "old cow eat young grass" incident. Jack was unhappy that his JTeam Productions has been affected. Actually, Jack should examine himself first before making such a statement. Looking at the strings of mistresses which are linked to Tiger Woods, is it true that when a man is rich and successful, he is more likely to go out and fool around?

[Straits Times]

2010-03-04T18:25:00.000-08:00

I can’t believe what you said to me

Last night when we were alone

You threw your hands up

Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me

With your James Dean glossy eyes

In your tight jeans with your long hair

And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?

And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again

Oh boy you’ve left me speechless

You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me

With your half wired broken jaw

You popped my heart seams

On my bubble dreams, bubble dreamsa

I can’t believe how you looked at me

With your Johnnie Walker eyes

He’s gonna get you and after he’s through

There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated

But I’m a loser in love

So baby raise a glass to mend

All the broken hearts

Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again

Oh boy you’ve left me speechless

You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,

Oh friend you’ve left me speechless

You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?

Haaaa-oooo-wow?

H-ooow?

Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?

H-ooow?

Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to

Would you give it all up?

Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through

Would you give it all up?

Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy

That I’ll never talk again

And I’ll never love again

I’ll never write a song

Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again

So speechless

You left me speechless, so speechless

Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?

Oh boy, why you so speechless?

You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me

But you choose “death and company”

Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

Long Long time Ago

2010-02-27T18:37:00.000-08:00

Because one of my friend want to see little Khai Ling's photo

so I post it up here haha ~.~

This is long long time ago when I was one years old

My mum say me and my elder brother and little brother

All look alike we are like the Ang gu gue Haha

当二选一时

2010-02-23T06:31:00.000-08:00

第一次，从KL独自回BP了
完成了报名的工作
缴了第一次的付款RM11615.00

我让自己没有了后路

IMU我选择了你

Pharmarcy I choose you...

从小到大姨婆老爱拿我和她女儿比

虽然妈妈说她心是好的

但从可以比较的

UPSR到PMR到SPM

多么努力的我,都会是她言下的目标

从来没被赞许过

到不能比的SAM还是比

在一个又一个姑姑等待着我成绩中长大

我害怕了失败

感觉了受伤

得到SPM

7A4B难过到不能用言语来形容

我很好胜非常非常

我不喜欢

被父母担心

从小到大成绩不是应该被担心的那个

显然的我的SPM不是让父母骄傲的

后来想成为DJ

发誓不拿理科

到后来对父母的败北

报读了SAM

告诉自己要努力

努力得到好成绩

读药剂。。。

得到了

但是后来心空了

好多好多亲戚都问我：“你为什么要读药剂”

老实说：“为了现实，为了父母”

抱着这个原因，我撑得过着接下来的四年

或一辈子吗？

我不断地摸索着一个回应自己内心深处的答案

因为人做每一事都要有个人的原因

学姐说：“很难读”

朋友说“天天都要不断的读”

得到offer letter后

父母很开心

会到处和朋友说自己女儿读药剂

其实很欣慰

因为我又从回了他们的骄傲

对我的人生来说

我的家人是我的一切

从小呵护我

去旅行都带上我

他们给我太多太多

所以我不能伤他们的心

长大后，　

就要为自己选择

为自己决定　

烦恼也跟着尾随而来

我却步了

懦弱了

还有五个月的时间

12/07/2010前

我希望会有一个回应心里那个问题的答案...

♥白羊座♥

2010-02-18T18:34:00.000-08:00

白羊座的人令人觉得他开朗而热情。即使他内心是有那麽点害羞，表面上仍可以很自在大。方当一头白羊愁眉苦脸时，只会出现在他家里镜子中。他再伤心，就是不会在别人面前摆出苦旦脸。好强？可以这麽说。谁不好强呢？其实白羊座的人仍会向朋友吐苦水，但真正的眼泪，你是看不到的。　

　　一群朋友，开开心心的，在阳光下嬉耍，是白羊座最怀念的美好时光。悲郁的人生绝不是白羊座的人所向往的，不幸陷入时，他也会极力设法让自己不要太相信会就这麽过一生，他全心希望有一个新生活

▲ 爱恨分明不吃回头草 ▲
　　
　　　　白羊座的人爱恨分明，爱就是爱，恨就是恨。不过Ａ型白羊，对「恨」这个字眼没多大兴趣，他是不爱就是不爱而已。在爱情上，白羊是相当乾脆的，不喜拖泥带水，属於行动派，要求立见真章。他们最不能忍受一厢情愿。　　
　　　　凡是白羊决定不要的东西，绝不会再捡回来，否则他无颜面对自己。不吃回头草，也是白羊座人好强的证据。由於白羊座对爱情具有童话格，要求纯洁、唯一与童稚心的恋情，与旧情人复燃爱曲当然是白羊座不屑的。
　　
　　　　谈恋爱时，白羊座的人是不会骗你的，大可放心。但是他的爱意来得快，去得快。除非你有超强的吸引力，一旦一头白羊陷入不可自拔的情网时，你要抽身，也就很难了。那将会是悲剧的下场。你也得不到好处。
　　
▲乐观乃天性不是不悲观▲

　　　　白羊座天性乐观，但长大後遭遇到的事了，他们也会悲观到了极点。只不过悲观归悲观，既然不想死，活下去就得乐观点，日子才会有趣些。因此白羊座的人只不过是不把悲观当一回事，并不是不悲观。而他们乐观的天性极具感染力，你得稳着点，以免误陷入一塌糊涂的乐观绝地之中。
　　　　
白羊行使侠义的性格，使他能结交许多剖心相见的朋友。但是他对朋友的要求也很高，不少人受不了白羊座对朋友的殷殷期许。自然啦，白羊对情人、对丈夫（或妻子）、对同事，也都有些标准在心中测量。与标准不符时，他便会觉沮丧、食欲不振。现实的人永难成为白羊座人的朋友。
　　
▲ 爆发型的浪漫▲

　　　　白羊座的人当然是漫的，但是是属於爆发型的浪漫。公羊、母羊皆如此。一点一滴积出来的浪漫，对白羊座来，强度不够，只觉累赘、厚重，这种浪漫容易分叉、断裂。白羊座喜欢在庆典的夜晚，与情人并肩仰望烟火在夜空中爆放出光芒万丈，而那也正象徵着爱情发生的瞬间，浪漫不过了。
　　
　　　　当白羊座处於浪漫的瞬间，几乎没有什麽事可以挪动他们的感性。浪漫过後他显然全已清醒，接下来端看那瞬间爆发的浪漫，到底能在他的记忆中存留多，久才能知他到底有多在乎曾经发生过的感动.因此，你也可以推论出，工作、事业、婚姻、友情都不在白羊浪漫的范畴中，他对这些反是以细水长流的方式经营。「徒步越过爱琴岛是可能的，你只要逐岛跳过去就行了」　

▲ 正经八百的，会要他的命▲
　　
　　　　白羊座出现在高贵、华丽的场合中，不会显得格格不入，但是他自己却难受得要命，因为他不能自在地跷二郎腿，不能在高兴时放浪形骸。正经八百的，会要他的命。

　　　一般社会上流行的娱乐，白羊座都能欣然加作，但是他本来就有的独特娱乐品味也不会放弃。也就是说很爱听歌剧，但也喜欢到卡拉ＯＫ高歌一曲。基本上，白羊座的是很雅、俗共赏的。他们的适应很强，但又随遇而安。在白羊的心中总是有一个更好的天堂在等着他。

　　　　白羊座的人对於生命力旺盛的人，特别注意。他喜欢被专家领导，不会随便怀疑，一旦怀疑便打入十八层地狱。而他成为专家时，也不要随便怀疑他，如果你不能拿出令他心服口服的证据，你将永不能再从他那里得到训诲。

▲ 若不能举足轻重，宁可自动消失▲

　　白羊座的人常因过度自信而冲动行事，又因冲动行事失败而自毁信心。对白羊座的人来说，叁思而後行是比较好的。在一个团体中，白羊座若不能举足轻重，他宁可自动消失，并且不会以任何藉口。消失就消失了，这里不是我的王国，他把自己在团体中的角色看得很重，相对地也愿意承担更多的责任，他不会认为自己可以不劳而获。一旦劳了还是没有获得的时候就绝不恋栈。

　他的自尊心强，你的一句「老实说」会伤他的心许久。如果你问他会不会表演空中飞人，他心中盘算自己应可胜任，便会点头，答应你一个後的表演，这一个月中他就会勤加苦练。而对於自己没有把握的事，白羊座的人是不至於去强出头的。

▲ 爱情是一生中最大的课题 ▲

　白羊是很容易不耐烦的。在恋爱中，你得把那些小把戏收藏起来，他可受不了什麽「考验」之类的事。既然爱他就应该信任他。不管公羊、母羊，他们对爱情都是十分认真的。对他们来说，爱情有两种，一种是真的，一种是假的。假情爱情，极易发生在冲动而善感的白羊座身上，但很快会结束，并且会像是从未发生过。真正的爱情，是白羊座一生中最大的课题，他
总觉得这个课题怎麽写也写不完整。
　　
　　　友情与友情是白羊座不可或缺的两大支柱。当爱情没着落时，他们可靠着这两大支柱中的任一项，发展他的事业。即使他十七岁时就有了结婚的对象，但到了七十岁若未结婚，他也仍在心中保有一个结婚对象，这是他的乐天知命所使然。
　　
▲ 相信小精灵的孩子 ▲

仅管白羊座的人长得人高马大，他仍是个孩子，他一直保有天真的一面，即使长大了，他还是相信世界上有小精灵的存在

有时白羊座的人相当幼稚，可是他绝不是不聪明，他的反应可快得很呢！

　　　　他有带头当第一的强烈欲望，做第二免谈。所以他做起事来动作很快，甚少优柔寡断。他非常自信，深信自己处理事务的能力无人可及。他也从不向命运低头，仅管挫折一次又一次的出现。他信任所有的人，很少会去怀疑别人是否会对他不利，而他的勇敢也使他能不断地站在最前面。
　　
与白羊座的人相处时，你必须注意一些重要的关键，他是个喜欢争先的人，这是所有白羊座的天性，所以有时你必须要心理准备。他说话或做事都相当直接，很少会跟你拐弯抹角，他也相当诚实，只要一说谎就很容易被人察觉。他是个不擅处理细节的人，所以，如果你想请他处理些较细微的工作的话，倒不如自己做还来的恰当些。

My 04/02/2010

2010-02-04T19:51:00.001-08:00

My yesterday My pass
A funny thing started on my yesterday

With a msn conversation..
From a person who is damn importance to me
He wish me 'Happy birthday'
Haha start of with a funny morning
as yesterday is 04/02
but my birthday is 02/04
anywhere just feel touching and happy
although is not my birthday yesterday

Then, had a busy afternoon help out in the shop
The business yesterday was quite nice
as some people get the bonus already

Then, come to the night
Help my Dad to check something online and
so Uncontrollable continue online
until 11.30 +
My Kuanmootuan Daddy call me
So miss him....
Long time didn't contact with him already
and three of my other sister
Daddy will getting married this year
Hope I can go to his wedding

Then, chat with another friend until 3++

Got lots of feeling make me want to write this post
I think that I am not a good friend
as I seldom memorize Friend's birthday and contact number
(Is this mean I don't put so much effort in the relationship?)

I seldom contact with Friend
so that make the relationship become cold...
I feel sad when this thing happened
but don't know how to start the connection

Friend too much became my excuses
But i don't know how to settle

I feel like very bad when my most closest friend
become other people closest friend
and for some point i am the last to know
I not really up to date to what happened to my friend

Really sorry if I ever let you down
Really sorry if I have long time didn't contact you
I appreciate our relationship sincerely....

Bravo....

2010-02-04T19:45:00.000-08:00

Hoorey I check my IELTS Result just now

And I manage to score overall band 7
Luckily I pass my Ielts
as IMU require overall band 6.5
Haha feel happy
because can save the RM570(test fee)
and the most importance the pressure
that have to face
Release ing...
Happy ing...

Waste my time

2010-02-03T17:28:00.000-08:00

Sorry to my friend who is damn busy
But my life here damn boring
Never have a holiday long like this
Six month... ++
I know some of you may say
hey go to learn something
but i not really know what to learn
hey go to get a job la
but i never work before and
my dad not giving me permit
So i just wasting my six month
waiting for the July to come
But it is damn boring
as my house is quite a distance from batu pahat
and not must left there already
as most of you my friend go to outstation to study
Then, I got no people to go out with
Then, become more more 'zai nv'
who always stay at home
By the way make this post a bit useful
I recently see a America drama series
known as 'Grey's Anatomy'
which is great recommend you all

'The person who suffer the most is the person who don't know what he or she want'
-Grey's Anatomy Season 3

A bAD Start

2010-01-18T16:42:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my IELTS Workshop

Preparing myself to the workshop

Who know?

Accident happened.

My water bottle didn't close tightly

Then,my hand phone in my beg gg

Water go into it as my beg flooded

Oh my god, so worry about my hand phone

People say need to sell it as soon as possible

But for my K810I only worth for 250 the maximum

Then, I tell myself to forget about what happened to me

Continue to go to the workshop and focus on the class

However, I don't think the lecturer English is so good

So disappointed...my 300 gone

As a result, try very hard to improve in the class

I found out that I better prepare more

In order not to waste my RM870

Haiz, all in all a bad day for my yesterday

Feel like crazy and almost cry

Fortunately, my phone seem to be ok now.

Anyone have the experience that you phone kena water

Then, still can be in used?

Leave your comment here

Anyone who have suggestion on phone type which is nice also

leave your comment here.

Thanks

I got it~~

2010-01-14T22:06:00.000-08:00

I got the answer for my question.

(But don't ask me what is it cos it is secret)

I got the offer letter of Imu last saturday
For the Bachelor of Pharmacy July intake

With the condition I must score my

IELTS with band 6.5 and Muet with band 4

I got a IELTS workshop for 18,19,20,21 Jan

To few up my empty and avoid the retest of IELTS

Cos IELTS test cost me RM570 which will be in 23 Jan

I got the registeration my MUET

And specially thanks to my parent

Hui wen who give me the link in facebook

Emily who help me to ask SDBL lecturer

I got the feeling of empty

I got the feeling of sad

I got the feeling of hurt

I got the feeling of stress

I got the feeling of damping down by someone
I got the feeling of being proud by my parent

I got the feeling of making my parent happy

I got the feeling of hope

I got the feeling of love

All in all
I got the feeling of missing you all

I will survive

2010-01-07T21:08:00.000-08:00

Gloria Gaynor

I Will Survive

At first I was afraid I was petrified.
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Thinking how you did me wrong.
And I grew strong!
And I learned how to get along!
So now you're back from out of space.
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face.

I should have changed that stupid lock!
I should have made you leave your key!
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me.

Go on now, go, walk out that door!
Just turn around now‚
cause you're not welcome any more.
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt (crush) me with goodbye?

Did I crumble
Did I lay down and die
Oh no, not I! I will survive!
Oh and as long as I know how to love I know I stay alive.
I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give.
And I'll survive!
I will survive! Hey, hey.

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart.
Kept tryin' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart!
And I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself. I used to cry!
But now I hold my head up high.
And you see me somebody new!
I'm not that chained-up little person still in love with you.

And so you feel like droppin' in,
and just expect me to be free,

now I'm saving all my loving for someone who is loving me!

Ps: I am hurt by the case by case system
Exam is suffer
Waiting for result is suffer
Waiting for the unknown is suffer
Waiting for the intake is suffer
Why? we need to live in the life of end up suffering??
Monash 90 make me sad
Notthingham 97 make me {hurt}
Anywhere I still have my Imu
Hope it will not happen any accident
I will survive no matter what happen
Recommend this song to all my dear friend
it is old but very nice
will have spirit after hear this song
let by pass be by pass
looking forward to the future
everyone will survive

再次毕业

2009-11-26T05:24:00.000-08:00

距离上次不到一年的时间

我又再度毕业了

没有华丽的毕业典礼

没有像小学一样的毕业歌

有的是和中学一样的

以考试来画下句点

结束了八个月的地狱般

压力+ 挑战= SAM

我从SAM(SOUTH AUSTRALIA MATRICULATION)

毕业了

从开始的懵懵懂懂到今天

Student pass 在 Library里的Invalid

我毕业了

这是我这八个月所就读的学校

从8点或9点到4 点

几乎都把时间耗在这了

这是未来的lakeside学校，预计在明年可以用

但我已经没机会去了，不过PRE-U好像也不搬

给大家看爽的

接下来是和老师的照片

This is my mentor-Miss Isabel

她是个可爱又年轻的老师

毕业新加坡大学曾在那任教

老师有个可爱的女娃娃

是我的chemistry老师，也是班导

常常打电话来和我聊天

贴心的为每一个人写考试祝贺卡

提醒大家要照顾身体

有了她的note大家都不读课本了

很棒

深深记得第一堂课

老师问：大家老师讲喜欢PHYSIC吗？

全班统一答案：不喜欢

老师说：那来讲讲为什么不喜欢

结束时，老师说不奢望大家喜欢physic但不要讨厌，一点点喜欢也好

对我而言，老师其实成功了

因为我没那么讨厌physic了

反之还有一点喜欢了

我喜欢这位老师的教学方式

不断思考

tO BE CONTINUE....

丁当 - 我爱他

2009-11-24T22:22:00.000-08:00

丁当 - 我爱他

作词：黄婷
作曲：陈威全

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我

有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢

伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

逃不开爱越深越互相伤害

越深的依赖越多的空白

该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好...

梁文音~爱一直存在

2009-10-21T02:35:00.000-07:00

爱一直存在歌词那天我扬起帆
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来

天空一样蔚蓝却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱都在
站在你的门外我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜

爱一直存在

给天下丈夫的话

2009-10-18T02:53:00.000-07:00

我还没结婚但小小年纪的我，看到怕了.考试要到了但是要写写.

给丈夫的话：

不要以为你们在外面做什么老婆不知道

天下没有愚蠢的老婆

只有不想破坏关系

而保持沉默的老婆

其实老婆人到很辛苦的

要离婚

谈何容易

要开心

勉强辛苦

路边的野花？真的比较好吗？

与愚蠢的男人何时觉悟？

你们赚钱辛苦

女人就不辛苦吗？

你知道人世间最痛苦的是什么吗？

是生孩子外在的痛!

还有面对老公“偷吃”有口难开的痛

回头吧！如果你是上面的这种人

Lat Month A za Aza Fighting

2009-10-05T17:53:00.000-07:00

This is the last month of my Taylor's College life

Eight month result in the next month final.

Result currently so so

but lecturer all say olne month can change a lots

I try to pushing myself to the maximum

hopefully it's help.

I want to fulfiill my Dream

God Bless me.

End the internal with physic presentation

my face look funny when answer Mr. Yong Question.

I enjoy it cause I am not so nervous.

Aza Aza fighting !!

@Song For Creative Writing@

2009-09-05T20:10:00.000-07:00

My favourite Song-

Butterfly Kissed by Bob Dylan

There’s two things I know for sure,
She was sent here from heaven,
And she’s daddy’s little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,
She talks to jesus and I close my eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life,
But most of all, for...

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
"walk beside the pony daddy,
Its my first ride."
"i know the cake looks funny,
Daddy, but I sure tried."
Oh, with all that I’ve done wrong,
I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning
And butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet sixteen today,
She’s looking like her momma
A little more every day.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup,
From ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings out in a great
Big world. but I remember...

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
"you know how much I love you daddy,
But if you don’t mind,
I’m only going to kiss you on
The cheek this time."
With all that I’ve done wrong,
I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning,
And butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly
Spread your wings and fly

She’ll change her name today.
She’ll make a promise,
And I’ll give her away.
Standing in the bride room
Just staring at her,
She asked me what I’m thinking,
And I said "i’m not sure,
I just feel like l’m losing my baby girl."
Then she leaned over...and gave me...
Butterfly kisses, with her mama there
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair
"walk me down the aisle daddy, it’s just about time"
"does my wedding gown look pretty daddy? "
"daddy don’t cry "
With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have
Done something right
To deserve her love every morning
And butterfly kisses
I couldn’t ask God for more, man, this is
What love is
I know I’ve gotta let her go, but I’ll always remember
Every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses...

Cats In the Candle by Harry Chapin

My child arrived just the other day
He came to the world in the usual way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay
He learned to walk while I was away
And he was talkin' 'fore I knew it, and as he grew
He'd say "I'm gonna be like you dad
You know I'm gonna be like you"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home dad?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then

My son turned ten just the other day
He said, "Thanks for the ball, Dad, come on let's play
Can you teach me to throw", I said "Not today
I got a lot to do", he said, "That's ok"
And he walked away but his smile never dimmed
And said, "I'm gonna be like him, yeah
You know I'm gonna be like him"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home son?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then

Well, he came home from college just the other day
So much like a man I just had to say
"Son, I'm proud of you, can you sit for a while?"
He shook his head and said with a smile
"What I'd really like, Dad, is to borrow the car keys
See you later, can I have them please?"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home son?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then

I've long since retired, my son's moved away
I called him up just the other day
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind"
He said, "I'd love to, Dad, if I can find the time
You see my new job's a hassle and kids have the flu
But it's sure nice talking to you, Dad
It's been sure nice talking to you"

And as I hung up the phone it occurred to me
He'd grown up just like me
My boy was just like me

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon
Little boy blue and the man on the moon
When you comin' home son?
I don't know when, but we'll get together then son
You know we'll have a good time then

Papa Don't Preach by Madonna

Papa I know you're going to be upset
'Cause I was always your little girl
But you should know by now
I'm not a baby

You always taught me right from wrong
I need your help, daddy please be strong
I may be young at heart
But I know what I'm saying

The one you warned me all about
The one you said I could do without
We're in an awful mess, and I don't mean maybe - please

[Chorus:]

Papa don't preach, I'm in trouble deep
Papa don't preach, I've been losing sleep
But I made up my mind, I'm keeping my baby, oh
I'm gonna keep my baby, mmm...

He says that he's going to marry me
We can raise a little family
Maybe we'll be all right
It's a sacrifice

But my friends keep telling me to give it up
Saying I'm too young, I ought to live it up
What I need right now is some good advice, please

[chorus]

Daddy, daddy if you could only see
Just how good he's been treating me
You'd give us your blessing right now
'Cause we are in love, we are in love, so please

[chorus]

Papa don't preach, I'm in trouble deep
Papa don't preach, I've been losing sleep
[repeat]

Oh, I'm gonna keep my baby, ooh
Don't you stop loving me daddy
I know, I'm keeping my baby

Luka by Suzanne Vega
My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes I think you've seen me before
If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
I think it's because I'm clumsy
I try not to talk too loud
Maybe it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act too proud
They only hit until you cry
And after that you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
Yes I think I'm okay
I walked into the door again
Well, if you ask that's what I'll say
And it's not your business anyway
I guess I'd like to be alone
With nothing broken, nothing thrown
Just don't ask me how I am
Just don't ask me how I am
Just don't ask me how I am
My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes I think you

@My dearest friend jesslyn n I @

2009-07-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

Dear my dearest friend jesslyn:

This is a photo that we took before going into Cinema

Pavillion midnight movie (Yours first time)

Miss u so much and go time come again to Kl

And if i got time surely will go Singapore to Find u de

Miss u n all the best

And the unstop sweet for u n him

Muack

Finally

2009-06-12T18:27:00.000-07:00

Finally the torture week is over, from Monday to Friday can’t sleep well due to the suffering English draf and Malaysian studies exam. I can’t say next week is free but at least better because just need to work log and analysis for biology and need to analyse the source and waiting for Mathematics’ Directed Investigation which is also under the Internal assessment.

This week stay at KL next week will go back to hometown to celebrate Father day hopefully that day no need to do any survey or interview for Malaysian studies in order to do so this week need to cover it faster. Beside that, this round of exam not yet finish, next room of exam is just around the corner which is this end of month or the beginning of next month.

To all my dear classmate, I know what you most of you all feeling stress and going to break down. But we can’t this is not the begin and not yet the final. There is always a sunshine after the rain, we can’t give up to work hard anywhere because this is all to our future. There is no any part easy if we want to success. You think if we can overcome this suffering we will be able to become more strong and will be able to go to University more faster than other. Besides that, University also got lots of assignment and presentation to do and we already immune on that! All the best all my friend we need to work together in order to overcome this few month until November.

Second semester started

2009-06-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

Oh my god, one week holiday pass like flying. I can’t even enjoy and have time to gathering or outing much with my friend. During this one week holiday I just spend two day for the Taiwan Friend and nothing more than that staying in the home study (But also not must thing that I have to but not yet done).

The first day of the second semester is worst because need to summit 4 sources on gasohol and also the chemistry test (which I try my best to prepare but it seem to be worst Haiz) .Besides that, there are also something waiting for me—physic. Physic lecturer want to check sources for the research and I recorded about that but other say not need so I didn’t prepare due to lack of time, a second Haiz for my first day, luckily sir only wan to scare us with reduce mark but he didn’t really do so.

My third Haiz on the same day come when I got my English result, my English result is very bad “thanks” to the sarcastic English teacher who didn’t appreciate my work. I try my best to improve it but the result is not as what I wanted to have. However, I will not give up so easily I will try more and more to improve my results.

So much of hark and sweat combined with tear never end. The coming Friday is the submission day for the draft of my English ad second language. And the coming Monday is the submission for biology work log , outline and sources. Besides that, next Thursday is my English issue analysis oral test and the coming week got mathematical studies 2nd class test and Directed Investigation. In addition, the coming round of non stop exam is also book the time for the end of this month and the beginning of next month.

Anywhere I would not complain about all these things that happen to me because study is a process and nothing is easy to get in this world. I would try to do more harder in other to get better result.

And here I would like to express my late birthday greeting for my best friend Emerline and Shi Min ( sorry can not celebrate with you all).In addition, congrate to Emerline and Pei lun pass the driving test.Last but not least, I really really miss all my dear friend in Sotong club, SDBL classmate, Xue ji family, Plkn friends and all the Taiwan kuanmotuan friends. Sincerely, wish you all the best.

0530回台半年后的聚会

2009-05-31T08:13:00.000-07:00

不知不觉中从台湾回来已经半年了

0530 很多人都来了，但也有很多人没来

很开心小蛇妈妈从台湾飞过来，好想好想你

也很开心能在看到羽书，志贤和慧梵，但也好可惜不能夜归又受到了限制，但是还是很开心可以和大家再聚！

FEELING AFTER ANNOTATED BIBLIOGRAPHY

2009-05-07T08:50:00.000-07:00

Really worry about the result tomorrow.....

Finally finish my annotated bibliography for my esl inverstigation study.

Now already almost 12, I should sleep already but now at this moment i don't feel any sleepy.

Is nervous? Is happy? I don't know

I really work very hard for it from day to day , staying in the library after school, find the TIME newspaper one by one and absent from the orientation party today.

Today D say: " I don't seen to be a debater as i am not as talkative as w.y" quite surprise becos this is first time got ppl say i am quite ha ha!

Just finish my first round class test, without wasting any time my next class test is just around the corner.My second class test for biology will started the coming wednesday. So i don't have time for gathering and shopping n go k which i wish to because i don't even have time for my mathematic homeworks and got 4 more research waiting for me. The coursework n system of SAM is really very happy.However, Taylor's lecturer all very nice n really educative.

Can't write more liao la...I wan to go to do some more thing already.

Miss you my friends & family.

Happy mother day for my mum in hometown for this coming sunday!

College life

2009-04-13T17:49:00.000-07:00

Currently in taylor's college study for SAM(South australia matriculation)

March intake a express programmes full of stress and challenges.

Hower there is sweet after the bitter which is i can get my result in december

And go to university on 2010 Jan

Life here is not so good but not very back

everyday travel one way 1.5 hours,go n back 3 hours

I miss my home my friend n all the life

But i face the reality that no one can back to before

I am now trying my best to fulfill my dream

Best wish to all my dear friend which haven't start study

I choose my path already n now is your turn.

College Life

2009-04-08T04:03:00.000-07:00

Currently

I am doing my Pre-u in

TAYLOR'S COLLEGE UNIVERSITY ,SUBANG JAYA MAIN CAMPUS

March intake is actually a express class which mean

no much time for us to rest& entertainment

However everything is quite nice here

the lecturer n also the facilities and coursemate also

But from my house need one n half hour to travel

from home to school

which quite tiring!!

I am trying all my best towards my new goal

by the way

I got offer from singapore polytechnic

for mass and communication

but i choose to drop it off

becos more big job is waiting for me

hope my result will fulfill my dream hoorey!!!

Miss u my sotong sister,cadet reporter friend,taiwan's friend,plkn friend secondary schoolmate

心情

2009-03-15T05:08:00.000-07:00

成绩放榜了

还来不及好好回味台湾&PLKN

成绩却来了

我重重的被打击了

成绩放榜了

7A14B3

所有和科学有关的课目都没有A

让父母失望了

让长辈们看笑话了

让自己难过了

没有想到成绩会是如此

父母觉得是玩太多了

学记

成绩放榜后的第一时间打回家-流泪

难过失望受打击

父母希望我读药剂

让他们失望了

碎碎念了好久

我要读药剂吗？

如果坚持大家都难过

药剂要好多好多钱哦！

家里没钱了啦！

马上去新加坡申请理工学院

Choice 1: [3 Yrs] SP - Media and Communication
Choice 2: [3 Yrs] NP - Mass Communication
Choice 3: [3 Yrs] NYP - MEDIA STUDIES & MANAGEMENT
Choice 4: [3 Yrs] TP - Communications & Media Management
Choice 5: [3 Yrs] NP - Chinese Media & Communication

交上去的那一刹那

好开心

自己的效率从来没那么快过

我好像好想读新加坡

我会努力

我知道会很辛苦

但是我需要的是机会

这样的机会我能得到吗？

我好紧张

requirement 是

BAHASA ENGLISH 1119 GRED1-2

HISTORY GRED 1-6

ADD MATH 1-6

OTHER TWO SUBJECT 1-6

CUT OFF POINT 10

我问了南洋的人

她说：“是看前面的英文RESULT,不是GCEO"

那我的分数加起来就是5分

但如果看GCEO那我的英文就超过了

因为每1/2而是4

真希望像NANYANGPOLY 说的看前面的

那拿到的可能性就很高

我不敢奢望

害怕自己被自己失望

希望上天给我机会

还有第二个选择

就是TAYLOR

但是要顾虑到钱的点

scholarship又要八个A

就很难会拿到嘛！

有是钉子

但是勉强勉强

应该过得去

至于其他的奖学金

个人是不抱太大期望

但是不是确定要不要申请

有些要都没到TARGET

不然就是自己不要的

长大了真烦

未来没有定位

父母不支持我读不是理科的

讲了好久他们还是不懂

不一定药剂/医科才有未来

这一次让他们失望了

安抚了自己

还要让他们了

好累

但我知道他们也烦

没有掌声

没有鼓励

只有打击

不过放心

我不会放弃的

化打击为推动力！

陈凯龄我行的！！

30号。。。。

Taiwan 21 days Trip

2008-12-03T21:37:00.000-08:00

姐妹们，我明天就要去kl了，大家可以详细交代一下要我买些什么吗？

公布一下我在台的21天行踪

08/12-台北-剑潭活动中心

09/12-台北-始业礼，国立政治大学，剑潭活动中心

10/12-台北-乘搭高铁，新竹科学园区，师范大学（Selina)，士林夜市，剑潭活动中心

11/12-台北-国立台湾戏曲学院，传统技艺DIY，台北探索馆，信义商园，成品旗舰店，台北101，剑潭活动中心

12/12-台北-总统府，立法院，忠烈伺，故宫博物院，渔人码头，淡水老街，剑潭活动中心

13/12-台北-搭捷运，中正纪念堂，市立动物园，团康动唱体验活动，剑潭活动中心

14/12-台北-自由活动（Free & Easy)

15/12-台北-国立台湾戏曲学院，传统技艺DIY，美华园商园（换换爱），剑潭活动中心

16/12-台东（花莲）-台湾戏剧馆，橘之乡蜜饯文化馆，国立传统艺术中心，花莲学院

17/12-台东（花莲）-太鲁阁峡谷，花莲市区，花莲怡园生态

18/12-台东（花莲）-八仙洞，三仙台，知本，浪漫知本温泉泡汤体验，泓泉温泉大饭店

19/12-垦丁-垦丁国家公园猫鼻头，海生馆，垦丁活动中心，热情迷人垦丁大街风采

20/12-垦丁-垦丁国家公园鹅銮鼻，国立科公馆，西子湾，创意歌舞竞赛晚会，澄清湖活动中心

21/12-台南（高雄）佛光山，梦时代，统茂饭店

22/12-台南（高雄）高雄仁爱之家，高雄县议会，阿里山活动中心，赏星活动

23/12-台中-阿里山-乘搭小火车-祝山观赏日出奇景，日月潭环湖景点，圣诞晚会

24/12-台中-日月潭，鉴南大学，埔里酒厂，九族文化村，逢甲夜市，台中梅村饭店

25/12-台北-惜别晚会

26/12-台北-结业礼，座谈会，成果展，心得写作，问卷调查，小组联谊活动

27/12-台北-自由活动（Free & Easy)

28/12-台北-马来西亚(抵达时间晚间7.50）

在这里提醒各位哦！你们SMS给我的收费是和马来西亚一样的，而我回你们是一封RM2所以你们可以在有新资讯时SMS给我和Emerline，那我想我们会比较节制的回你们啦！大家要见谅哦！
那我的班机去台湾是星期一1.10从马来西亚起飞。大家要交待就在这几天了哦！

My sotong sister at CS

2008-12-02T17:33:00.001-08:00

An Unforgetable memory

So Sweet So crazy

But this show that we are young

An unforgetable day & 17

啊!朋友们请听呀听呀听呀我唱歌来问候你
你有什么事情情呀情呀情呀我能够帮助你,
在春天夏天并呀并呀并呀秋天和严冬,
我定呀定呀定呀,
令有啊令呀令呀,
心呀心呀心欢喜.

啊!朋友们请听呀听呀听呀我唱歌来问候你,
你有什么事情情呀情呀情呀我能够帮助你,
在春天夏天并呀并呀并呀秋天和严冬,
我定呀定呀定呀,
令有啊令呀令呀,
心呀心呀心欢喜.

啊!朋友们请听呀听呀听呀我唱歌来问候你
你有什么事情情呀情呀情呀我能够帮助你,
在春天夏天并呀并呀并呀秋天和严冬,
我定呀定呀定呀,
令有啊令呀令呀,
心呀心呀心欢喜.

My Cute Brother

2008-12-02T17:28:00.001-08:00

Friendship+Graduation

2008-11-27T16:13:00.000-08:00

Happy Graduation~

Happy Finish Exam~

Happy Grow UP~

Friendship forever~

Happy Birthday~Beloved Emily

2008-11-27T16:09:00.000-08:00

Dear~Happy Birthdayo! 17 le!

Happy Graduation

2008-11-27T15:59:00.000-08:00

Finally,after three week SPM Test finally all come to end......

This is my first post, i am going to record all my sweet memories about sotong group,taiwan 21 days and three month's PLKN in here.

Happy Birthday to Miss Emily

Happy Gradaution to all sotong's member,my dear friend and classmates.

Happy 17 , although still not yet enough to do something. Ha Ha , but at least got car to do something which i want.

I am looking forward for the coming trip to taiwan but also nervous because I am the last group and need to transfer in Thailand International Airport which now still closed....I hope it will not effect my trip and hope i won't be trap in there. And also nervousr due to I need to postpond my PLKN for one day, and got a lot of thing need to do.

However,I will try my best to solve all the troubles and enjoy the happy life~~

Glance 回眸

忏悔~~

.T.T

可不可以不勇敢

丁噹 - 我爱上的 MV (完整版)

差一点 - 阿杜 (MV)

612星球 MV S.H.E

The Rose

到站~~

The end of Semester 1

压力

20-10-2010

Stomachache

担心

To:ZX

some hint for myself

我难过

IMU's Kiasu精神

@跌倒@

专心

Thanks

吃了@@

忘了哭

张惠妹 - 我无所谓MV

剪爱 张惠妹

中秋节过了~过了~

Pharmaceutical Organic CAL Quiz

丁噹 猜不透 MV (五月天瑪莎跨刀演出)

２０。１０。１０

天啊

要回去了

05/09/10 Song of today-周杰倫 Jay Chou - 擱淺 Ge Qian

@好累哦@

小猫喜欢上了月饼

《泡沫之夏》有-黑貓與牛奶

12-08-10

My Uni Home~

Emo~~

I am stress

Internation Medical University Orientation

Feeling

就想赖着你

Jack Neo Admits To Affair With Zhong Jia Yan

Jack Neo has admitted to a 2 year extramarital affair with a 22 year old model, Ms Wendy Chong, Zhong Jia Yan .

Long Long time Ago

当二选一时

♥白羊座♥

My 04/02/2010

Bravo....

Waste my time

A bAD Start

I got it~~

I will survive

再次毕业

丁当 - 我爱他

梁文音~爱一直存在

给天下丈夫的话

Lat Month A za Aza Fighting

@Song For Creative Writing@

@My dearest friend jesslyn n I @

Finally

Second semester started

0530回台半年后的聚会

FEELING AFTER ANNOTATED BIBLIOGRAPHY

College life

College Life

心情

Taiwan 21 days Trip

My sotong sister at CS

My Cute Brother

Friendship+Graduation

Happy Birthday~Beloved Emily

Happy Graduation

剪爱张惠妹

丁噹猜不透 MV (五月天瑪莎跨刀演出)